On 29th Feb morning, i suddenly had a dream that i saw Missy. Something had tell me that i can find her. I quickly woke up and wash up. Without even taking my breakfast, i quickly go online searching for Missy. i open up the few website that i had always gone to and i saw Missy in mudah.com.my. the 1st picture was so like her but the 2nd picture was not a bit like her. i keep telling myself. yes! this could be the one. and the seller remarked that she was 1 year old. since missy is a bit smaller then the normal cocker spaniel i will assumed that the breeder don't even know the exact age of Missy. i wrote in the interest to buy the dog to the seller and waited anxiously for her to call.
Around afternoon, she called! and what makes me more sure that it was Missy is that the seller told me she lived in Selayang Baru (Jacky's parent's taman) OMG. i couldn't believe that God had finally decided to give me back Missy. We arrange an appoinment on 1st Mac, 11am.
Next morning i had dreamt that the dog we were suppose to meet wasn't Missy. I refuse to believe and didn't even take our breakfast headed up to KL. Had a quick breakfast in the Seremban R&R an rush up to KL. Reaching there, we called her and she was actually staying in in a 3-story-like apartment. She was living in the 2nd floor, i went up praying and hoping it was Missy. When we saw her.....my heart sank to the deepest, straightright into the earth. I wasn't her. IT WASN'T MISSY!!! All my hope, my faith and trust in God had juz vanish. He didn't even give me back Missy but give me a really biggest false hope. I had never been so disspointed in my life. i really feel like screaming so loud that He actually don't played me out ever again.
We went home. Not a single word from my mouth i went back to sleep. i really dunno waht to expect anymore. Maybe i just had to admit that Missy is really gone. We went back Malacca that day itself.
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The dog seller don't even know the name of the poor cocker spaniel. She is just a cold blooded breeder. She have many other dogs in her house but she refuse to let me see. This poor cocker was staying outside the balcony in the rain don't even have a proper shelter to avoid the rain. ...her character, the way she walks, her friendliness was really like Missy.
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